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| i have a great personality and love to talk my lord do i love to talk. I am so good at conversation starters and talking to complete strangers. I talk to so many different people on a daily basis. I am happy go lucky person. I am a young mother and started out very young at 17. I have 4 kids now and I am a stay at home mom. I have experience in one job,that is raising babies. LOL.That scares me sometimes but as long as i keep having babies i will always have a job to do is my motto. |
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| My oldest daughter will be 10 soon. She is the tomboy and always playing climbing tree and shooting her BB gun. She enjoys going hunting with her grandpa or my self. She has alot of potential. She is smart, sings very good, she dances awesome, and I must mention that she is the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen. Strangers and every one always tell me that.Then there is Savannah 4, who is a loose cannon. She is absolutely hillarious. She makes me laugh all the time with her comments and expressions. She has the most growny personality and she is so laid back and she is also as cute as she can be.Then there is Lexie 1 who is my little angel that can do no wrong. she is beautiful aswell like all my girls. She also has the spunky personality so far. She is a wonderful baby and always has been. she never cries it seems. Then there is Kayden 3. She is actually my neice that i raise. My sister was a single mom and we have never met her dad. when my sister was 34 years old and one day she went to get in the car to go pick up kayden. When she sat down in the car she fell into a coma. She lived for only about 3 hours. I got to say goodbye which when i think of it makes me cry because her daughter never did say goodbye.My neice ask me sometimes why didn't mommy pick me up. This has been recent and we are still getting use to the changes. She is a shy little girl and has the curliest hair i have ever seen and as pretty as a picture. So if you pray please pray that I can make her feel like one of us. My husband has a wierd personality. He is a marine, well ex marine but still act just like he is still in. He is so serious he really has a dull personality if you don't know him you might not like him. With me though i get him , i understand him. He jokes and laughs with us and people he knows i guess he has to warm up to you. After you people get to know him they love him. We are totally opposite of each other. Everyone loves us as a couple. We are always the life of the party. We love singing karoke. For our anniversary a few years ago i got a karoke machine and we love it. I know neighbors have got to hear us singing sometimes. We are also very old fashioned when it comes to raising kids and homemaking. We do not eat out at all maybe twice a year. I prepare meals every night and we always eat at the table together even if its just a sandwich. I adjust our schedule and always cook around plans that we have so we can all eat together. We say the blessing at every meal. We are a very close family we have been through so much together I have SLE (Lupus) and diabetes and my health has been up and down in the past few years so they have been through the up and downs of the financial strain. i must add that i lost my health insurance so it was a big financial problem. I was in the hospital seven times in about 4 months. Gas was at its highest and the back and forth to the hospital for the kids to visit. My husband also can't cook anything but ramen noodles and pancakes, My kids would call me and tell me how tired they were af pancakes. lol. But we got through that time. thank the lord i have been doing better this year. I hate even thinking about the last year it was that bad. We got so broke one time that we had to go to a food bank. That was hard to do. My little girls were so happy with all the food we got and my 4 year old hugged the lady there and told her thank you and she said that it is so nice you are helping poor people that don't have food. That broke my heart, at that moment i thought i will do whatever it takes to never be here agian and in this situation again.Sometimes we didn't have a dollar at all and didn't have money for my girls lunch money and nothing here to make her a lunch. It was a really hard time. My kids have never gone without food though my parents live right across from me so we would go over there and eat dinner alot and she would send us home with snacks. If it wasn't for them and my church we would not have made it. From the outside we look like your normal middle class family. We live in a nice place i have the mini van,etc, but you would never know what we were going through. We always stayed positive and looked to the lord for bllessings, healings, and the strength to get through this and he did just that. we made it through that and it brought us closer together than i have ever imagined. We are very close family. My mom and friends say i am like Donna Reed and the 1950s housewife. Which i take as a compliment because they were a great influence to all homemakers. This is what my family is like and I love them so much that when i try to describe my love for them it takes my breath away, honestly. I can not imagine how dull that life would be if they were not here. I forgot to mention that we love gardening. we have a rose bush for every child in our family and my husband and myself. They are all different colors that represent them. We also have one more rose bush that climbs up a trellis and the name of the rose is joseph coat and it blooms in differnt colors. It is so beautiful when in bloom and it represent all the bright days and color that our children have brought in our life. We treasure everything. It is so fun to watch our rose bush grow just like our children. each spring the bushes get fuller and grow bigger just like our children and they will be there for years to come. One day my children will be telling their children the story of our rose bushes. It may sound cheezy to others but it really means alot to us. I could go on and on about the good and bad but there probally not enough space too. Like every mother i adore my children and think they are the greatest. I have one more thing to add there is something special about my youngest daughter and how she got here. The night my sister died i was praying so hard to God to let me know some how that my sister was with him and ok. Well in that 3 days I got pregnant. I found out on my oldest daughters birthday. I had my daughter 6 weeks early on 1/29/08 which happens to be my sisters birthday as well.It was so special when she was born i knew right then that Lexie was my sign from God that my sister was in Heaven and happy.When it got close to my sisters birthday we all were sad and not looking forward to it. It was the first birthday my sister had since her death, It made my mom really sad and my self to think about it. It definately made the day. We were planning on a sad somber day and wishing that we could be celebrating my sisters birthday. Lexie turned a sad day into a wonderful day full of happy memories and it is also a great story to share with others how god works in our life. On Lexie's 1st birthday this year i cut a piece a cake in honor of my sis. She always wanted the biggest rose on the cake so thats what i cut.My sister was extremely close with my girls Hayleigh was always with her and getting there nails done and she would do girly girl things with her all the time. My sister never thought she would have kids so when she got pregnant she was so happy.My 4 year old and my sister 3 year old are truly best friends They don't even call each other by name they call each other best friend or sissy. its time toplant rose bush in honor of Lexie. We always do this around the 1st birthday. I went to lowes and picked a blue rose that i loved so much. Well when we got home and was planting it, after i took the plastic wrap off the roots the pkant instructions were there around the rose with the name and type of rose it is. I honestly did not have any idea when i bought it, the tag was on the inside. When i read it and looked at the name the name of the rose was Belinda's Dream. My sisters name was Belinda. I also think this was a sign. It is not just things that happened. It is not strange or crazy like some people may think i got pregnant right after my sis died, had her on her birthday, then the rose. Those just don't happen. God planned it that way. I am so happy and blown away by the love the Lord has and the way that life goes on after we leave this world if we live a good life. If i am a Christian and follow God's commandments I will see my sister again when I meet the Lord. If anybody want to chat or email me i would love it. I told you in the begging I love to talk. That is why i wrote so much because i had so much to say.LOL. Also i want to add, I know i talk about God alot. I don't want anyone to think i am up tight and don't have any fun like some christian think they have to act. I am anything but uptight. I am full of life and a whole lot of fun. If you meet me you will see. I make so many friends just by speaking to someone i don't even know. I hope to talk with some of you all soon. |
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