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hi. I don't know how to handle always being home alone. my husband works during the day and I have no car and no friends. I honestly feel like the walls are closing in on me. I want to work but I've filled out over 50 apps and not one call back. I also miscarried 2 weeks ago and I just feel like everyone is moving forward and here I am just living day by day never really doing anything but please don't get me wrong I love my 2 year old son but I feel like that's all I am a mom and a wife I don't every get to do anything that makes me happy but I am always busting my butt to make sure everyone around me is happy. for instence my 21st bday just passed no one wished me a happy birthday I didn't get even a card but whenever someone else birthday comes around I make sure they r happy. I don't know sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I just stopped living. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like a welcome mat everyone just walks all over me and I'm suppose to just take it.
Posted by nadya on 09/22/2008 03:22 PM

Hey, my name is Ericka and I live here in nebraska. Have you tried looking for some playgroups for you son? Once you do that you can meet other moms and go from there. I know exactly how you feel and right now Im taking depressant medicine which helps out alot. I tried the counseling and it did not work. My husband work 12 hour shift and it is hard I understand.. Hope this helps Ericka www.healthrepsneeded.com
posted by Ericka on 10/26/2008 09:26 AM

hi nadya,im angie form missouri.i feel the same way .all i do is sit home and not go no where and take care f the house and kids all day while my husband works everyday.and when hes home all he does is sleep.now i might be pregnate again and this just makes things worse.instead of 3 kids ill be raising 4 instead.i feel like im not loved. i have no friends or family i can turn to.so yes i am all alone.if u want add me as a friend and we can keep in contact and become pen pals.i really need a friend right now and u and me r in the same boat.hope to hear from u soon.
posted by angie on 10/26/2008 10:26 AM

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