Well my hubby come home in 47 more days! My sweet William and I got a cold, so that sucks. I am nervous about my DH coming home. I have changed since he has been gone. I had built my world around him and now since he has left I built a "new world." Does that make sense? I have had to cope with so many things on my own. I feel like I am the stronger version of myself. I don't know if he expects the "old" me or if he will accept the "new" me...and how do I explain that to him anyway. I am also soooooo excited about seeing him again! Please someone tell me I'm not crazy to feel this way.