Im a first time mom, breastfeeding young and still in college. It feels like all the odds are against me and my boyfriend too. We live together and he does next to nothing in helping me with our son, he's change d 20 diapers in the 2months ours sons been born, I im sleep deprieved and constantly told that giving birth was easy and i didnt do anything that was too hard and i basically shouldnt need any me time or help. He's a jerk and i hate him, i know they say its a strong word but the only thing i feel for him is hatred and pitty. I feel like my situation is leading my into postpartum depression and i hae been fighting the feelings since giving birth but he makes them worst. I dont know where to go from here. I cant leave but lord knows I dont want to stay with him.