Hello Amanda,
My name is Jessica and I am in the same boat you are in. Im returning to work full time after four months at home. My daughter is 15 months and I love her to pieces. Its just not possible for me to stay at home long term. I feel such guilt leaving her and am having a hard time dealing with it. I have a supportive husband and mother in law who will be watching my daughter while Im at work.
I just cant shake the feelings I am having, I dont even want to admit that i am excited about the oppurtunity I have. I love my daughter and dont want her to ever feel like shes been abandoned or is not my top priority because she is.
I am hoping to find support from mothers who know how I am feeling, the reassurance would be very helpful so I am right there with you. |