Hello everyone! I'm Beverly, girlfriend of a musician for about 8 months, been living together for 2 months this relationship and lifestlye is still very new and kind of confusing, I knew what I was getting myself into when we started dating but when he went on a 2 week tour recently I began to think maybe I wasn't ready for it. I'm usually a very confident person with a high self esteem but while he was on tour I found myself getting a little insecure, which is very much unlike me. It felt strange because our relationship is great I love him very much and we trust eachother. I completely support his career choice and try to help him out as much as I can the only problem is that because of my work schedule, lack of transportation and money I haven't been able to go and see his band perform, I know he understands this and I try to show my support in other ways, but I started to feel I guess a little jealousy towards these girls who have followed the band and been at every show because I really wish I could be there and see him perform too. Is what I'm feeling normal? I've never been through this, so I would love to hear from women who have been though this too.
much love, Bev |
