you were the one i depended on

the one who could make me smile

just the two of us was perfect

it lasted quite a while

but your jealously set in i fear

the day you found out she

was going to be a bigger part

of my life then you or me

You abandoned us mentally

replaced us with some video games

the person I once idolized

had become someone I saw as lame

Now I hate you for not being here

just as much as I hated when you were there

this part of my life you've taken over

has become a heart of fear

Fear of starting over again

fear of losing you

fear of whats to come

fear of what is through

Fear of doing this alone

because its really something quite hard

Fear cause you'll never understand

because you closed your crystal heart

I don't know where to go now

every step seems like a mile

my head just weighs down on my heart

telling me its never going to smile

Everything was over us

we never could be number one

i'm so sorry that I didn't bring you

the one you could call son

I feel that if things had been that way

you may have loved us more

someone you could teach 

would have been harder to ignore

But your baby girl loved you

even without your "cool" attitude

we both wanted more for you

something we know that you could do

Now I still deal with everything alone

It hasn't gotten easier to do

We don't fight everyday now, 

just every time I talk to you

I want you to change for the better

I want you to change for her

I want you to become something other

Then the ignorance that you've become