i am a 25 yr old mother of 2 beatiful boys that i have recently given for adoption i am having a very difficult time coping with my decision towards the adoption and desperatly need encouraging words and coping skills the main reasons why i chose to give my boys up for adoption is 1. i have mental health disorders and never know when im gonna be hospitalized for them  2. homeless enough said  3. i want them to have a better chance at life than i did 4.the new parents i chose for them can give them more than i could ever dream of