hi guys, i think ineed a little whining/venting/reassurance maybe.  im in the third trimester and lately i've been so insecure and anxious.  we just moved to this area and i met a great friend and before feb. we were getting together and getting really close and all that and i felt like i found a great friend.  since march, i've been feeling like she's fading me out but i don't know why.  i am not sure if i am insecure about this or not b/c i've been having other fears lately too like something happening to my family. i guess the main reason is before when she said she wold text or email, she would and she hasn't.  then, we moved houses and she said she would be there at a certain time and she din't call to confirm that she was coming and i called her  a couple of hours later to find out if eveyrthing was okay and she said she had had family come in unexpectedly but she can come in the afternoon and she did come and help me out a lot w/the move.  she had told me that her fmaily would be coming in but she didn't know when,

and last week, after i called her to tell her something, she asked me to babysit her son tomorrow but i've not heard from her since, so, i don't know if i am being pregnant or she is fading me out.  she is planning a baby shower for me next week but i don't know what time or when b/c she hasn't called to find out the numbers of the people who want to go and i know i told her not to plan anything but a dinner out and i think i am probably making too much of it b/c i know that she is in school and has finals and stuff.

i've also been really paranoid about other stuff like something happening to my 3 year old b/c well, we had to go to the ER a couple of times early in march b/c of some health issues w/him and i don't know if am just overstressed and overtired and i don't know why i am obsessing about this one person.  she seems totallly normal when i see her and talk to her and i guess i just need to know if pregnancy can cause these kinds of insecurities.  i don't remember having these when i was pregnant w/my first child. probably b/c i was in a different place where i had my family and lots of friends for support but i kinda feel alone here and i had a job there and was working whereas i am a stay at home mom now.

if you actually read through this, thank you so much and i would appreciate any advice on how to calm myself down and maybe get some sleep as well.