Hello Ladies, Cayla is 8 months old and I am on the tail end of this disease. I went to a psychologist for 5 months and was on a pill (I forgot the name). Everyone who talked to me, including the psychogolist, said that my depression was grief based. I lost my mother 2 years ago and then got pregnant for the first time at age 35.
I just want you to know that it can get better. Don't be afraid or ashamed of medicine, as I was. It was safe for breast feeding and it helped me get through. I am now happy and ready to fully enjoy everyday with my beautiful baby girl.