Hi all.. Let me introduce myself(again to some)) I am ellen .. My vent is simple.. I am 45(just recently turned) and I am wondering what is next in my life?  I am trying to find a place to belong in my career thinking, I am trying to get things in order in my home... Changes are happening so quickly and I am wondering where the time went? I dont know if anyone can identify with this because i know alot of you are younger... I just wanted to vent....