I really need to vent. I'm 9 months pregnant and I'm delievering next friday. I have a daughter with my husband and he has a son from a relationship before me. My husband has been telling me we have to cut costs and what not. I HAVE. I don't to a freaking thing during the week. And once in a while I get to go to the mall but not spend a penny while I'm out (one time in a month-maybe) my husband works third shift. I was taking night classes at a beauty school. I have about a year left at school. The plan was to stay at the house we are renting and me go to school and finish. Once I'm done I'd work pt and stay home with the girls until my husband woke up. So alot has changed in the past few months. The rental we live in now is falling apart. We think the house a mold problem. Our shower is rotted out. I clean like crazy and my husband blames it on me. Anyways we can't afford to live here anymore plus there's a mold problem. My husband said we have no choice but to move in with his parents. The PROBLEM with moving in there is there is 10 people already living there!!!! The house isn't really that big. He said yeah well we can live in the basement. We've lived in his aunts basement and it didn't work out. We didn't have to pay rent so we did whatever. My husband isn't really good with money. He said if we move there we can pay off all the bills and a student loan plus pay off a car. It's hard for me to move into a house with 10 people and my family is soon going to be a family of five. 15 people living all under one roof. I don't get along with my mother in law at all. I do not want to move there at all. My husband said he is going there with his son no matter what i choice to do. If I do go there it means my husband is going to make his mother take care of our kids so he doesn't have to do anything with them when I'm at school at night. My baby isn't even going to be 2 months old when I go back to school. My mother in law doesn't care how i feel about anything. I told her not to put my babys on the bed or the couch and walk off because I don't like it. Well she decided to do it when I wasn't there and she told me she did it when I came back to pick my kids up. I don't trust her. Whatever I don't like she will do it. My husband is freaking lazy and I think he wants to go their so he can get drunk with his brothers and party whenever he wants to. It's like a party house. Then my stepson and I have a hard relationship because of my mother in-law. Then if I move in there he will not listen to one word I say. I told my dad and he freaking flipped out on me. I'm so upset because my life is falling apart. My husband doesn't even care if we all live together now. He bought this truck thinking we can afford it but knew we couldn't if our savings ran out.  Our saving ran out and now we can't afford the fucking truck. I don't ever really go out at all. Here my husband goes out and goes golfing and he has season tickets for football then he has a plan trip already for football game. You know it's just like what the fuck? My dad gave me a bunch of shit when i told him i wanted to get married at 19 because I won't get anywhere. Well I married him and if I decide to move in with my dad or my grandmother he is going to give me shit for the rest of my life. (my dad) I don't know what the fuck to do now and I can't stop crying. I told my husband that I know he'll just pawn the kids off on his mom and he told me so what. I just don't understand it.