i had about every single problem in the book. i felt like the biggest loser mom ever but i guess all that made me stronger as a woman and it led me to what i wanted to devote my life in research which is how to change the way first time moms view breastfeeding (do we listen to ourselves or do we get caught up listening to what others tell us what to do). i'm still trying to get enough volunteers for my online study but i guess it will happen when it happens.