just talking is such a great great way to not feel alone on a rainy day like im having today. when the husband is at work (or youre fighting because you made the mistake of telling him about a new pair of boots you could really use) and the baby is napping and reality shows are really starting to get annoying(i miss jeff and zoila) its just really nice to sit down and have the thoughts roll of on my keyboard with the hopes that maybye someone will someday read them. i moved to a new city with my husband for his job and it has become all about his work. not that this happens to everyone who chooses to make such a decision, i am all for making sacrfices for the greater good. we just had to physically move into the building were he is currently employed. a christian mission, here they fight the good fight against homelessness and hunger which is fabulous i really support the mission who couldnt(except of course satan)  and although i am very proud of his work and love to see people getting well needed meals and clothes and everthing, i feel lonely. now unfortunately my husband thinks that i am a terrible person for this and i need to be more grateful. while he is surely to some degree right my need for shallow, intelligent conversation and maybye some stimulation is still unfullfilled. and so i just want to say what  a wonderful gift to be able to just sit and blab on without any worries that the men can judge or object!