I LOST A CHILD SHE DROWNED IN THE BATH TUB AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE THAT BEEN THROUGH THE SAMEMY LIFE WHAT HAPPEN

I FEEL LIKE SAYING WHAT ON MY MIND ONE DAY I WOKE UP HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY WITH MY CHILDREN AND FAMILY AND IT NIGHT TIME IT TIME TO EAT BATH TIME LIKE ALWAY SO I FED THEM DINNER AND GAVE MY DAUGHTER A BATH SHE LOVED IT . SO I SAID TO HER THE WATER GETTING COLD SO YOU HAVE TO GET OUT  SO I WENT TO GET THE TOWEL AND I CAME BACK AND WAS FLIPPED OVER I SAID OH MY GOD JASMYN SHE LYING UNDER WATER HER HEAD JUST DANGLING SHE HEAVY SHE ALL TANGLED WITH HER FEET UNDER THE BATH SEAT AND THE PART THAT HOLD IT UP THAT ON THE SIDE OF THE TUB WAS STUCK ALSO I WAS SCREAMING HELP SHE WAS HEAVY SHE FINALLY I DONT NO SHE FLOATED TO THE TOP I GOT HER LEGS OUT SO HARD SHE WAS SO HEAVY. SO I GRABED HER ARMS DIDENT WORK THEN I JUST MY GOD PLEASE NO I GOT HER OUT I SEEN HER TAKE HER LATS BREATH MY ANGEL I TRIED TO DO CPR EVERYTHING . SHE WAS GONE NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY  WHEN YOUR A MOTHER YOU WILL ALWAYS BLAME YOUR SELF IT WAS ONLY SECOND BUT TO IT WAS AN HOUR WHY I DONT NO SHE JUST WAS STUCK SHW WAS HEAVY HER THIGHS WERE STUCK WITHHER FEET UNDER THE SEAT PEOPLE KEEP ASKING HOW I DONT NO TAKE ON SECOND THAT IT BUT SHE HAD SSMALL LUNG ASTHMA GOD I WILL ALWAY MISS HER AND ALWAYS BLAME MY SELF I MISS YOU BABY ALWAY MOMMY SORRY I TRIED SO HARD I REALLY DID LOVE YOU SO MUCH 6/27 TODAY FELL THE SAME NEVER WILL CHANGE JUST CRY I HATE MY SELF STILL JUST I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE