i started back to work over a month ago...i work at a resturant and have to work nights since my husbands works days...i don't mind working because it gets me out and around other adults but i miss my 4 month old son...i hate not being there everynight to put him down...when i come home he is already asleep...i feel like terriable at times because i can't be with him...it is great his dad gets to do it but at the same time i feel a little jealous because that use to be my special time with him...i talk to my husband about it and he feels for me put this is how it has to be unless we want to folk at lots of money for daycare and we will be doing that this fall when i go back to school...i am so happy i get to spend all day with him until i go to work and i cherish those moments...i just miss putting him down...