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I am a stay at home mom who lost her good job because of medical reasons and has since found out that my job wasn't just to make money to pay bills. But it actually was keeping me sane. I remember saying on my tired days. Man I wish I could behome with my son. Well, he is 9 months old now and my husband and I realised we can afford for me to stay home with me. Which is the best thing for my baby but I miss having 5 days a week that i had nothing to do but my job. At home its like I have no free time. Even when my husband(who works 7pm-7am 7 out of 14days) is home still its the baby cries mommy the baby is hungry mommy hey mommy you cant take an hour to shower cause daddy is tired. I love staying home and raising my son but I need me time! |
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I have Trentin who is my husband and I's first child (first pregnancy for both as well.) He was born 1/10/08 we almost lost him during delivery and had many complications during the pregnancy. I had low amniotic fluid so I received NST and ultrasounds for the last 8 weeks of my pregnancy. My due date was pushed back 3 seperate times cause he was too "small". Yet my amniotic fluid looked aged beyond what it should have for my due date. Figure that one out huh. Well to make this long story short. He suffocated on his embilical cord during delivery and when i finally pushed him out it was wrapped around his neck 3.5 times. He was born at 7:01 pm and his heart stopped beating at 7:02pm and 7:07 they got him breathing and his heart beating on its own. i will never forget the way my sons lifeless body felt on my chest. I was screaming while the dr had my husband cut the cord and was acting like nothing was wrong. They did not expect any long term complications due to he never actually to his first breath so there wasnt actually oxygen deprivation to his Brain. I have the most loving husband could not ask for a man to love me more. We have been together for 8 years married for almost 4 months. We actually got engaged exactly 10 days before even finding out we were pregnant. I decided in June of this year I wanted to get married on the 4th of July and my husband , myself and my son met a justice of the peace right on the ocean and said our vows together. Its amazing how having a child with someone changes everything so dramatically. I love him somuch more now that we have our son together. Watching him with Trent is some of my happiest memories. |
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Public group from Dover, NH |
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Member since: 10/25/2008
Last update: 10/25/2008
Current Status: Offline
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